Let's Peel
The Cancer Journals
Not quite medical memoir, not quite manifesto.
Perfect if you want to stare into pain and find a spine made of flame.
Synopsis
"I want to write the fire that will light the way and burn through the lies."
In this brief but blistering work, Lorde documents her experience with breast cancer and mastectomy—not to be pitied, but to expose how a system tries to silence the sick, especially sick Black women. With poetry and fury, she confronts not just illness, but the cosmetic lies of survival culture, the erasure of pain, and the quiet ways feminism can still betray the body. This book isn’t about healing—it’s about refusing to disappear. She insists: there’s nothing passive about survival.
Mood:
raw · unapologetic · intimate · militant
Tone:
raw · unapologetic · intimate · militant
It Feels Like
Body:
a tightening in the chest that becomes a fist
Tempo:
clipped, pulsing—like breath caught between sob and sentence
Texture:
like touching a scar still hot at the edges
A Little Taste
“I want to write rage but all that comes is sadness. We have been sad long enough to make this earth either weep or grow fertile. I am an anachronism, a sport, like the bee that was never meant to fly… But I do live. The bee flies. There must be some way to integrate death into living, neither ignoring it nor giving in to it.”
The Aftertaste
Forces confrontation with the body as both site and battlefield
Challenges the illusion of “bravery” when it erases truth
Empowers through shared vulnerability
Leaves a lingering burn—part ache, part clarity
Peel With a Drink
To Be Read With a smoky Trousseau Noir—a red wine that’s deceptively light in colour but layered with violets, blood, and dry earth. A wine with nerve.
A wine that doesn’t shout but won’t be ignored.
Let it warm in your palm.
Let it sting the tongue and soothe the wound at once.
Let it speak what others wouldn’t dare say.
Peel With a Reel
A Litany for Survival: The Life and Work of Audre Lorde (1995, dir. Ada Gay Griffin & Michelle Parkerson) — A portrait of Lorde’s own voice, activism, and brilliance.
Peel with a Beat
“The Sacrificial Code” – Kali Malone
Peel me a Book
Or Try:
Nawal El Saadawi
Both write with open wounds. Where Lorde channels rage into clarity, El Saadawi carves survival into the bones of patriarchy.
Let's Peel
The Cancer Journals
Not quite medical memoir, not quite manifesto.
Perfect if you want to stare into pain and find a spine made of flame.
Synopsis
"I want to write the fire that will light the way and burn through the lies."
In this brief but blistering work, Lorde documents her experience with breast cancer and mastectomy—not to be pitied, but to expose how a system tries to silence the sick, especially sick Black women. With poetry and fury, she confronts not just illness, but the cosmetic lies of survival culture, the erasure of pain, and the quiet ways feminism can still betray the body. This book isn’t about healing—it’s about refusing to disappear. She insists: there’s nothing passive about survival.
Mood:
raw · unapologetic · intimate · militant
Tone:
raw · unapologetic · intimate · militant
It Feels Like
Body:
a tightening in the chest that becomes a fist
Tempo:
clipped, pulsing—like breath caught between sob and sentence
Texture:
like touching a scar still hot at the edges
A Little Taste
“I want to write rage but all that comes is sadness. We have been sad long enough to make this earth either weep or grow fertile. I am an anachronism, a sport, like the bee that was never meant to fly… But I do live. The bee flies. There must be some way to integrate death into living, neither ignoring it nor giving in to it.”
The Aftertaste
Forces confrontation with the body as both site and battlefield
Challenges the illusion of “bravery” when it erases truth
Empowers through shared vulnerability
Leaves a lingering burn—part ache, part clarity
Peel With a Drink
To Be Read With a smoky Trousseau Noir—a red wine that’s deceptively light in colour but layered with violets, blood, and dry earth. A wine with nerve.
A wine that doesn’t shout but won’t be ignored.
Let it warm in your palm.
Let it sting the tongue and soothe the wound at once.
Let it speak what others wouldn’t dare say.
Peel With a Reel
A Litany for Survival: The Life and Work of Audre Lorde (1995, dir. Ada Gay Griffin & Michelle Parkerson) — A portrait of Lorde’s own voice, activism, and brilliance.
Peel with a Beat
“The Sacrificial Code” – Kali Malone

