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The Shaking Woman or A History of My Nerves

Perfect if you want to follow a mystery where the question is what is a self, and where does it begin to tremble?

Synopsis

“A story told about the body is always, in some sense, a story of the mind.”
The Shaking Woman
begins with an episode: after delivering a lecture on her father, Siri Hustvedt begins to tremble uncontrollably. There is no medical explanation—at least not one that satisfies her. What follows is a luminous, layered inquiry into the nature of illness, identity, memory, and the blurry border between neurology and narrative.

She interviews herself as both patient and thinker. She reads Freud and Oliver Sacks, dives into migraines and trauma, the unconscious and hysteria. Her voice is lucid but searching, sceptical but never cold. The book is deeply intimate, yet intellectually rigorous—driven by a profound desire not just to know, but to understand what knowing means when the body rebels.

Mood:

introspective · somatic · speculative · investigative

Tone:

confessional · clinical · precise · haunted

It Feels Like

Body:

A tightening in the diaphragm, the embodied question of “what is happening to me?”

Tempo:

Flickers and pulses—steady, then tremorous, then still

Texture:

Like running your fingers along the grain of a violin—you feel the vibration more than the note

A Little Taste

“I decided to go in search of the shaking woman. Physicians have been puzzling over convulsions like mine for centuries. … The shaking woman felt like me and not like me at the same time. From the chin up, I was my familiar self. From the neck down, I was a shuddering stranger. What had happened to me, whatever name would be assigned to my affliction, my strange seizure must have had an emotional component that was somehow connected to my father. The problem was that I hadn’t felt emotional. I had felt entirely calm and reasonable. Something seemed to have gone terribly wrong with me, but what exactly?”

The Aftertaste

You begin with unease—and find in it a strangely lucid calm.

You’re invited to question all binaries: mind/body, self/other, truth/story.

In the end, you don’t find closure—you find resonance. And the courage to keep trembling.

Peel With a Drink

Enjoy With A glass of cold elderflower tonic—lightly floral, slightly bitter, trembling with subtle sparkle. Serve it in a thin glass. Let it bead gently as you hold it, cool against your palm.

This isn’t a drink for distraction—it’s one for noticing. For attuning yourself to the quiet flicker beneath stillness.

Sip it in a moment of pause, when the room is silent enough to hear your own pulse.

Let it echo the body’s strange rhythms—its fragilities, its wisdom.

Let it teach you how to stay with the tremble.

Peel With a Reel

The Eternal Daughter (2022, dir. Joanna Hogg) Yes—now’s the perfect place. A haunting film about memory, the maternal echo chamber, and the uncanny spaces between the self and the past.

A Spell to Ward Off the Darkness (2013, dir. Ben Rivers & Ben Russell) A film that’s part meditation, part disappearance—following one man across solitude, community, and black metal ritual. It’s unclassifiable, philosophical, physical, and totally unlike anything else. A spell, indeed.

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Simone Weil

Where Hustvedt dives into the body, Weil reaches toward the soul—but both demand your full attention.

Let's Peel

The Shaking Woman or A History of My Nerves

Perfect if you want to follow a mystery where the question is what is a self, and where does it begin to tremble?

Synopsis

“A story told about the body is always, in some sense, a story of the mind.”
The Shaking Woman
begins with an episode: after delivering a lecture on her father, Siri Hustvedt begins to tremble uncontrollably. There is no medical explanation—at least not one that satisfies her. What follows is a luminous, layered inquiry into the nature of illness, identity, memory, and the blurry border between neurology and narrative.

She interviews herself as both patient and thinker. She reads Freud and Oliver Sacks, dives into migraines and trauma, the unconscious and hysteria. Her voice is lucid but searching, sceptical but never cold. The book is deeply intimate, yet intellectually rigorous—driven by a profound desire not just to know, but to understand what knowing means when the body rebels.

Mood:

introspective · somatic · speculative · investigative

Tone:

confessional · clinical · precise · haunted

It Feels Like

Body:

A tightening in the diaphragm, the embodied question of “what is happening to me?”

Tempo:

Flickers and pulses—steady, then tremorous, then still

Texture:

Like running your fingers along the grain of a violin—you feel the vibration more than the note

A Little Taste

“I decided to go in search of the shaking woman. Physicians have been puzzling over convulsions like mine for centuries. … The shaking woman felt like me and not like me at the same time. From the chin up, I was my familiar self. From the neck down, I was a shuddering stranger. What had happened to me, whatever name would be assigned to my affliction, my strange seizure must have had an emotional component that was somehow connected to my father. The problem was that I hadn’t felt emotional. I had felt entirely calm and reasonable. Something seemed to have gone terribly wrong with me, but what exactly?”

The Aftertaste

You begin with unease—and find in it a strangely lucid calm.

You’re invited to question all binaries: mind/body, self/other, truth/story.

In the end, you don’t find closure—you find resonance. And the courage to keep trembling.

Peel With a Drink

Enjoy With A glass of cold elderflower tonic—lightly floral, slightly bitter, trembling with subtle sparkle. Serve it in a thin glass. Let it bead gently as you hold it, cool against your palm.

This isn’t a drink for distraction—it’s one for noticing. For attuning yourself to the quiet flicker beneath stillness.

Sip it in a moment of pause, when the room is silent enough to hear your own pulse.

Let it echo the body’s strange rhythms—its fragilities, its wisdom.

Let it teach you how to stay with the tremble.

Peel With a Reel

The Eternal Daughter (2022, dir. Joanna Hogg) Yes—now’s the perfect place. A haunting film about memory, the maternal echo chamber, and the uncanny spaces between the self and the past.

A Spell to Ward Off the Darkness (2013, dir. Ben Rivers & Ben Russell) A film that’s part meditation, part disappearance—following one man across solitude, community, and black metal ritual. It’s unclassifiable, philosophical, physical, and totally unlike anything else. A spell, indeed.